I don't know how it started. I only remember how it ended. Maybe that's what people call a broken heart.
I entered the room. I saw him sitting there with his eyes closed. I didn't know whether he was sleeping or not. I went straight to my room.
I cried silently. I knew I had to end it. I knew it was over even before I spelled the words to him. Maybe he knew it too.
I stayed at the room until 11 pm. Then I stood up, one leg stepped ahead. The door was opened. He was there, tears on his cheeks.
"I'm sorry..." he said.
I hugged him. I shook my head.
"I'm leaving tomorrow..." said I.
Then I left the next day with a huge desire to forget it all. He hurt me and my adopted little girl, Sandy. She was taken from my hand because of him.
Or, because of me? I'm sick, I can't deny. But she shouldn't have been the victim. My broken heart is nothing compared to her broken soul.
I'm sorry, Sandy...
I'm sorry, Sandy...
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Nadiah Alwi - Write at Home Mom
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Hi,
I joined a new job and am going through my training sessions. Today's training session was dropped, and I chanced upon your blog. I loved it. In love with Baby Hana too! I just wish I could understand Indonesian.
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